As an adolescent and college student, I generally spent the summer on mission trips.  Before I set out on various trips, I prepared myself spiritually.  I knew that the summer would be intense and that the enemy would attack me relentlessly.  Now, I am in full time ministry and realize that although I am not necessarily actively on the field, the enemy is attacking nonetheless.  

This past week I have been plagued with nightmares, my prof died, and I had two pseudo-meltdowns.  Today I was crying in the car, begging the Lord to rescue me, so confused about where I found myself.  Shortly after, I got a phone call from a worried friend.  She'd had a horrible nightmare about me last night - in which I committed suicide - and has frantically prayed for me all day long.  As she told me this dream it dawned on me that I was under attack!  So, I want to expose the lies for what they are - lies from the pit of hell!  I rebuke the enemy and all his conquests against me, I am a daughter of the Most High God!!  And praise the Lord Jesus Christ for his victory on the earth and in my life!!  He reigns on high and I count myself worthy to be one of his servants.  Please continue to pray that the Lord would protect me and deliver me.  Thanks all you prayer warriors!